BlackBirdLele Blog

  Livingroom and Kitchen It needs some work especially the kitchen I haven't touch it for awhile.                                                                                                    My bedroom I wanted to be my dark and spaces as possible considering black my favourite colour/shade and it fits the partner whom I'm with rn.                                                                                             Second living room? So far this is a second living room and I plan on changing it la...

 I think like a year ago I put The Dangers In My Heart  on hold to watch I seen like the first episode and I didn't get really much into it.  Then this year I decided to rewatch the whole thing including the second season  and I'm glad I did because it was so cute.  The main characters give me Golden Retriever and Black cat vibes half the time.  Ichikawa (the ml) Reminds me little bit of me in a sense feels like he struggles with anxiety and self doubt a lot which reminds me of me.  I also like Yamada (The fl) lets just say she is a very interesting character and it's funny seeing her jealous and teasing Ichi. After watching the second season I found out at the end that the opening I like which is their season 2 op. The band/singers the reason of that song is basically (spoiler alert) Ichikawa whole confession to Yamada at the end of season 2. I have heard a lot of English covers of it to, so the lyrics are really sweet I suggest listening to them afte...

 Moira (another one) Torb  Bastion (ill buy it if i must) Ram Symmetra Ana (she has one but i want a new one) Junkrat (my friend will be poor when this comes out x-x) I hope to get mythic weapons of theirs to, I'm still wondering how they are going to do mythic weapons on some of the other character like example Orisa and Bastion they are basically the weapon themselves besides Orisa's spear.  A new character is coming soon as well, a healer to which is a boy I'm pretty sure its Korean just by the name considering I live with a girl who constantly watching anything to do with kdramas and kpop.  anywho that is my mini list of mythic skins I want for a character ty for listening to my mini rant.  

 This just a rant about my anxiety let me tell you I fucking hate it. I have taken few different medication which would make feel little more calmer or relax. Which I can't tell or not if its working considering my anxiety runs on social interactions.  I would say i'm the type of person who follows others but wants to be a leader but i'm to scared of expressing my own opinions or speaking out of line. I tend to overthink on certain things for example my future, jobs, house and people i'm wondering that would stay with me.  Talking to friends help that's true but at the same time its like a distraction and get some stress of my chest for certain things, like the stuff I listed before. But I think I was just born to be a loner, I was always quiet and shy when I was younger which both my parents would agree.  I don't have much memory about my childhood but I know I was more comfortable with people who were struggling same way as me with learning problems. I don...

 Been awhile since I posted but I wanted to put my tier list on here for epic the musical since its finally finished.  Been like almost 2 years since I was listening to it, lets just say I love music and the whole fandom. So I just had to list the songs I rated note none of them are bad its just i won't likely listen to the ones on E or F much but they are still pretty good. 

 I'm prepared to get Arlecchino I'll cry my eyes out if I don't get her after all that grinding and work i put through this weapon/primos/artifacts (Tempory). Still need to update it more besides i would have to change her entire build if i get her scythe right now so i'ma wait till next time she runs to get it.  Wouldn't believe me how long i been saving since it's been confirm she running in 4.6 T^T These are artifacts ill be using on her for now, Considering I heard she based on ATK and they are only on Yun rn because i think it would be easier to swap them onto her weapon is also on her Now i'm stuck here waiting as i grind her roses and crystals. I cant grind her boss which sucks cause it comes out with her x-x