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Just a bunch of anxiety rant.

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 This just a rant about my anxiety let me tell you I fucking hate it. I have taken few different medication which would make feel little more calmer or relax. Which I can't tell or not if its working considering my anxiety runs on social interactions.  I would say i'm the type of person who follows others but wants to be a leader but i'm to scared of expressing my own opinions or speaking out of line. I tend to overthink on certain things for example my future, jobs, house and people i'm wondering that would stay with me.  Talking to friends help that's true but at the same time its like a distraction and get some stress of my chest for certain things, like the stuff I listed before. But I think I was just born to be a loner, I was always quiet and shy when I was younger which both my parents would agree.  I don't have much memory about my childhood but I know I was more comfortable with people who were struggling same way as me with learning problems. I don...
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My Epic Tierlist

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 Been awhile since I posted but I wanted to put my tier list on here for epic the musical since its finally finished.  Been like almost 2 years since I was listening to it, lets just say I love music and the whole fandom. So I just had to list the songs I rated note none of them are bad its just i won't likely listen to the ones on E or F much but they are still pretty good. 
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I'm ready guys

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 I'm prepared to get Arlecchino I'll cry my eyes out if I don't get her after all that grinding and work i put through this weapon/primos/artifacts (Tempory). Still need to update it more besides i would have to change her entire build if i get her scythe right now so i'ma wait till next time she runs to get it.  Wouldn't believe me how long i been saving since it's been confirm she running in 4.6 T^T These are artifacts ill be using on her for now, Considering I heard she based on ATK and they are only on Yun rn because i think it would be easier to swap them onto her weapon is also on her Now i'm stuck here waiting as i grind her roses and crystals. I cant grind her boss which sucks cause it comes out with her x-x 
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little poem

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I finish the night stalker documentary my thoughts e-e

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 Lets just say i'm glad he is dead. I was generally impressed by the police not giving up especially one cop who barely slept.. What shocked me was that some survivor victims survived the attack like getting shot in the face while another was beaten almost to death, had to get like over 400 stitches.. This also made me have different reviews and opinions on reporters. like sure warning the people to stay safe is important but reporters who give up evidence where the cops only had lead on can be very bad... Considering the killer could simply watch or read the news and fix his mistakes.  What makes it more disgusting is their people supporting his satanism and going near court where a bunch of family members lost someone thanks to him. What weird that woman would send him letters and like demanding have sex with him which i thought was gross and stupid in my opinion.  I still am curious about what he did to the little girls like was it fill his sexual attraction only?... o...
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Thoughts on anime nowadays

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 They never make anime as they used to back then which is sad. like they are making black butler again but with a different animation. Sure they're a few new animes i like for example Bocchi the rock very cute highly recommend if you like music. i'm over here waiting for the mangas i read to get an anime adaption and hopefully they don't screw it up like animation style or how they don't include things in or completely change the plot.  well that's enough of my ranting. 
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Lovely

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 Words cannot express my love for you or how much you have done for me. I know we never met but if we do i'm pretty sure we would be inseparable and I just hope you won't get tired of me. I know you're a great person and a kind hearted one in fact. Lets hope these days and the future ones we will be together.  Lele.I
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