BlackBirdLele Blog

 This just a rant about my anxiety let me tell you I fucking hate it. I have taken few different medication which would make feel little more calmer or relax. Which I can't tell or not if its working considering my anxiety runs on social interactions.  I would say i'm the type of person who follows others but wants to be a leader but i'm to scared of expressing my own opinions or speaking out of line. I tend to overthink on certain things for example my future, jobs, house and people i'm wondering that would stay with me.  Talking to friends help that's true but at the same time its like a distraction and get some stress of my chest for certain things, like the stuff I listed before. But I think I was just born to be a loner, I was always quiet and shy when I was younger which both my parents would agree.  I don't have much memory about my childhood but I know I was more comfortable with people who were struggling same way as me with learning problems. I don...

 Been awhile since I posted but I wanted to put my tier list on here for epic the musical since its finally finished.  Been like almost 2 years since I was listening to it, lets just say I love music and the whole fandom. So I just had to list the songs I rated note none of them are bad its just i won't likely listen to the ones on E or F much but they are still pretty good.